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hi kawan kawan!! haha!
dah lameeeee tak update blog :p sampai password pon dah lupe kene renew td, mcm renew lesen!
patutnye skarang saye kene buat literature review, tapi seperti biasa, saya malas! tapi saya harap saya berjaya boleh taak??? ok ok, japgi start bace, blog sebentar :)
jap ye, nak pasang lagu. sabagai 'feel'er. everytime i close my eyes ;)
mlm ini saya akan merepek pasal kacang buncis. korang tahu tak kacang buncis tu ape senanye, die warne hijau kaan? itu saja saya tahu buat masa sekarang. tp kacang ngan nyin tu kacang buncis ke? ke tak? saya pon tak pasti, kene buat dissertation on that ;)

saya ni senanye seorang yg emo, emo amat lah sgt, especially kalau stress. tapi i think most girls are. tapi lelaki pon emo, tapi kebanyakkan perempuan rasa lelaki bile emo, lebih emo dari perempuan. perempuan hati lembut skit inshallah, senang dipujuk. tapi lelaki susah la nak pujuk, die kene cool sendiri. huhu. saya sebagai seorang perempuan kene belajar tu. kalau tak cmne nak hidup dgn lelaki kan. hehe.
perempuan yg bernama aisyah ali kaan, suke gelak sensorang, tgk ayam tepi jalan pon boleh tergelak. tadi tak pasal2 gelak pasal sumthing, ape ntah tak ingat dah. i have a wild imagination. maka i know how to make myself laugh and cry at the same time,saya seorang budak emo yg gile! hehe!

but u have to know dat when i love, i LOVE. tibe2 kaan? hehe. tapi begituulah. there are some things that i did in my past, i hurt n got hurt, i learn from my mistakeS, i regret, i become sum1 better inshallah. but whats past is past...its time to learn from it n be a better daughter, friend, lover and an engineer! wuhuu!

life is not about finding the perfect lover, perfect job, perfect house or the perfect family, its about being grateful with what u r given. just be thankful to Allah for all the heartache, all the laughter and all the ups and downs and inshallah u'll get the best from Him ;) just smile! :)

amazingness!!

its amazing how 4 days can change my life FOREVER, forever forever ever forever! well, its not actually those 4 days, it was you who changed my life...u changed the way i think about life in general, changed the way i judge people and most importantly changed the way i love. and for that i want to thank u MHbinMK ;) ure a life changer, haha! YOU make me smile ^^

summer 10

hai kawan2! hahahha!

im in malaysia now! ^^ saya sayang malaysia!

mcm biase, bag tak unpack lagi, tunggu sebulan dulu baru betul2 unpack :p huhu!

anyhow....blk sini cam best la sume....dapat drive vios sume, rindu ok, tapiii...tapiii!!

vios banyak gile problem, tak tau la, memule engine susah nak start, tapi dah ok dah, pastu now ade problem dgn minyak punye pintu tu, die tanak bukak :(

stress ok td kat petronas. mengamuk jugak la :p

tapi dalam amukan yang tak seberapa nak mengamuk tu, i cool cool saja, tapi hati membara :p

tapii tapiiii, nasib baik ade org tu tolong, so dah ok dah....

da main reason nape i mengamuk adalah kerna saya kesian kat vios tu takde org nak jage....

jage mmg jage la, thank u sape yg jaga, tapi nape sampai teruk cmtu....

bilik saye pooon....tv punye button rosak, remote hilang....haih...takpe2 dugaan hidup, saya pasrah...alhamdulillah...kalau takde ujian tak cool la hidup kaan? kene la tahan kemarahan dan bersabar saja. huuhu! saya harap saye buat ape yg saya cakap, insyallah...

tapii...saya sedang rindu....rindu ini sgt merinduuukan, huhuhuhu!

maka saya rindu kamu....kamu, yaaa!! kamu la awk ;)

pukul 4.30 pagi!

sumthing happened last nite dat made it hard for me to sleep, so now at 4.30am im wide awake with panda eyes!! buruk okay!! haha! maka beauty sleep itu penting :p

gangsta gangsta loooving! huhu, dr smalam takleh benti nyanyi lagu tu...syiok!

ok ok, motive penulisan blog hari ini adalah utk mengingati diri sendiri dan juga kawan2 supaya tidak let sum1 mess with ur head. huhu!

seharusnya anda dan saya menjadi cool. biarkan ape org nak buat kat kita, kita kene keep our cool all the time, dont lose it, mcm lagu eminem, sbb kalau kt lose it, ohh senangnye hati utk dilukai. sila cari alternative lain utk gembira bila org buat kita upset. ;)

tapi jgn selalu cool, nnt takut org pijak kepala pula. ok ok, ni kira im talking to myself la, korang tak yah la dgr nasihat ni, bace utk saje2 je k. haha!

saye pon tak tau ape saye ckp ini....tapi saya dah bercakap, percakapan yg cekap! hu hu!

exam ku oh exam...

baru je tgk trailer lagenda budak setan! hahaha! cerita cinta!!

cinta? apa itu cinta? huhu!

since semerang busy exam, rasa lonely ohh, sume busy kaan?

maka nak ckp dgn org pon takde org. haih.

senanye nak call fatin ni, tapi malas, haha! maka fatin bace lah blog ni ye! ;)

tmpat saye study ni ade cermin kat depan, so susah nak study sbb asik tgk cermin je,

mlm ni bibir saye nampak sexy, hahahhaha! saya suka. padan muke korang tak dpt tengok :p

relationship ohh relationship....just a random thing im thinking about.

its hard for me to....i dunno...just thinking about it makes my think! haha!

caffeine makes me high, i just realized that....but for this week i cant stop taking it, why?

its a secret ;) haha! baik takyah mention kaaan?

ade org ckp kene banyak bersabar bile dgn saye....

mmg pon, susah nak handle saye ni...saye ini unhandleable, haaa kan dah cipta a new word!

tapi....susah ke? kesian awk, ok la, saye akan jadi baik...tapi kalau saye baik, borrinnng...

takde la merepek mcm ni, nape saye suke merepek, sebab kerepek bawang sedap!

tadi nak ckp sumthing, tapi dah lupe dah...takpe la.

ohh! ingat dah....korang mesti ade dat 1 person yg u bleh cakap ape je dgn die...like korang paling comfortable bile dgn die....susah kan nak jumpe sum1 yg u really2 feel comfortable with. huhu. i really dont know now....manusia senang memengaruhi dan dipengaruhi....elok lah kita naik perahu! im sorry gudbye!

derma?

bile duit anda melambak-lambak di dalam account, pasti banyak kekotoran yg akan ada di dalam account anda, maka dengan itu, seharusnya anda menyucikan acc anda dgn bersedekah.

dan apabila hanya habuk yg ade di dlm acc anda, seharusnya anda cuba menderma walaupun seposen.

tapi sape nak seposen kan? kalau lalu kat pakcik takde tgn kat pasar tani tu, masukkan je seposen tu dalam cawan hijau die tu, pastu lari. tapi niat kene niat nak bersedekah la. inshallah acc anda tidak berhabuk lagi.

zaman skrang ni, org susah btol nak lepaskan duit, sayang sgt duit tu, saye pon selalu cmtu, sbb takut duit habis, kan kan kan??

tapi umar al-khatab dulu, tak suke ade harta, sbb die takut harta tu bleh tarik die jauh dr allah, so banyak mane harta yg die ade, die sedekah ke jalan allah, so that he'll be closer to allah.

begitu juga dgn sahabat nabi lagi sorang, tak brape pasti name die, tapi mungkin abdul rahman bin auf. kalau salah tlg betulkan. abdul rahman tu rezeki die sgt2 murah, mane2 die pegi pon allah kurniakan die ability utk dapat duit dgn senang. die pandai buat business trading n all.

tapi sume duit yg die ade die infaqkan ke jalan allah juga. setiap mlm die nangis2 sbb die takut harta die heret die ke nereka. kalau kt, setiap mlm senang hati sebab ade banyak duit kan...

itulah beza kita dgn mereka....

maka kepada anda yang membaca post ini....

marilah kita same2 ingat semua contributions org terdahulu buat utk menegakkan islam sampai kita semua tahu islam tu ape and we are lucky enough to be muslims, alhamdulillah......

sekarang ni, obvious sgt yg islam perlu ditegakkan semula supaya kita sume tak ditindas.

let us follow the footsteps of 'them' and help islam be respected and embraced by others again, inshallah!

new game.

ini adalah satu game yg saye baru cipta....

its like this....im gonna type what ever i want to now, without erasing,

hahahhaha! so here goes....

alamak ter erase pulaakk!!! ok again2!!!

kemarin i buat sirap, sedap gile jadinye, smalam ingat nak buat tapi malas,

so buat la harini eh pagini, so eh sedap gile...hahahha! everytime i tererase ill knock my head, hahahahhahah kalka laaa hahahhaha klaka ter erase lagi, hahahah best la game ni, korang try la,

tulis je pape, ok ok, smalam kan i pegi mane ntah tak ingat, oh pegi uni, pastu pegi mane ntah, masalahnye sakarang i tak leh erase so tak tau nak tulis ape tapi kene go on i type lagi, huhuhuh

kat depan saye ade kacang, kacang gajus, yg sedap, korang pahana tak ape saye tulis banyak typo pon takleh betulkan, so korang kene paham sendiri tau tau atu! hahah!

maka kalau korang stress ke ape ke korang main la game ni, best la. takleh erase tau!! gud luck.

roxy oh roxy...

pagi ni kaaan, bangun2 je rase mcm ade sumthing missing,
is it my heart, is it my soul or is it my brain??
sejak balik dr umrah, rase semacam.....
i think i left part of me there, so now im incomplete.....
seems like im slacking in uni as well,
there r ALOT that i have to catch up,
tapi senanye biase2 je, but i dunno why, rase mcm......i dunno how to express/explain this feeling.
its an unknown, anu, x.......
dala dah gelap, gelap pon boleh jadi issue ke?? nnt putih la tu aisyah, tunggu je. haih.
skarang ni, maybe im expecting too much from sum1,
tak tau la....aisyah! awk tu baik sgt ke mangkok?? haha! boleh x marah diri sendiri kat blog, senyap2 sudah la......
biase la perempuan mcm saya ini, bila ade masalah, saje je ngade2 nak kumpulkan sume masalah2 yg bukanye masalah pon, pastu jadi moody....
moody moody woody wood pecker.
tapi.....tak suke la mcm ni......aisyah.....whats wrong with u???

sweet love...

with all my heart i love you baby.....
tu la permulaan lagu tu....best ohh!
tapi di saat ini.....saat ini.....saya....tak tau lah...
tgh takde mood....dah lame tak moody cmni....
tibe2 harini moody mcm ni....
pelik la...rase semacam yg bermacam2.....
mcm nak org pujuk, tapi mcm tak yah kot pujuk,
biarkan saja...
just stay with me, n u'll see my heart.....
ade org mkn chocolate depan saye ni....
menyampah la, nape kalau org tu berisi skit ke chubby skit ke,
satu dunia nak kecoh, org tu mati ke kalau die gemuk skit...kalau die jage diri,
mkn betul, gi gym be active, den bagus la. dr pade cekeding nak mampos,
haaaaa, kan i dah marah ni....
tolong la jgn criticise org.....biar je die, no 1 is perfect, paham tak??

kamu...

ponteng class pon boring lagi, haha!
this sem banyak la ponteng class!! ini bukan kerna saya malas. iya adalah kerna lecture tu membosankan. maka saya malas nak gi, hahah! ok ok saye malas! harini saye jadi org malas 2 :)
pagi ini sgt ceria, bergelak ketawa bersama org malas 1.
saye ade org malas 1 dan juga org gila 1 dan juga bola-bola 1....heheheh.
kamu kamu....
mlm td kamu buat saye sedih, tapi lepas tu kamu buat saya gelak pagi ini.
kamu ini seorang yang pelik la. saya tak suke awk buat saye sedih, tapi saye suke bile awk buat saye gelak :)
kamu kamu...
jom pergi jauh..... ;)

imagine this!

(u need to imagine this, just imagine k, hehe)
ok, the scene is at a park, sumwhere, park yg lawa laa....
there was this 1 girl with a blue balloon, her favourite colour is red, but there was only this blue balloon left at the shop. so she bought it anyway bcz she really wanted to have a balloon.
she was planning to keep the balloon with her until the balloon stops floating n even if the balloon refuses to float, she was planning to add more helium to it so dat it can float for the rest of her life. she skipped along the path happily with a smile on her face and with the blue balloon tied to her wrist.
as she skipped along the path, she saw other children with their balloons, yellow, green, purple and even brown in colour. she didnt mind them at all, she just kept on skipping along the path happily with her blue balloon.
halfway along the path, sumthing caught her eyes and made her stop. it was a red balloon, tied to a bench with no one around. she knew dat the balloon was not owned by any1. she looked at her blue balloon, which was barely floating. naughtily she wanted to swap her blue balloon with the red balloon. slowly she tried to untie the knot on her wrist but the knot was still too tight to untie. so she went on skipping along the path leaving the red balloon behind with disappointment in her heart.
when it was almost dark, she reached the end of the path, by then she was carrying her blue lifeless balloon. she was sad. as she was leaving the park through a huge golden gate, she saw another red balloon tied to a pole, her face lighted up as soon as she saw the red balloon. deep down inside she felt that the red balloon was smiling back at her. she knew then that if she leave the red balloon now, she might not find another one anymore. so with all her might she untied the knot on her wrist and tied the red balloon on her wrist securely not wanting it to float away.
even so, she kept on holding the blue balloon bcz she was afraid that the blue balloon might be thrown away.
on her way home, she was happy that she found the red balloon but at the same time she felt sorry for the blue balloon.
suddenly, just like magic, an everlasting helium vendor appears in front of her. the everlasting helium keeps balloons float for as long as eternity. so, she quickly add the everlasting helium to both balloons so that they can float for eternity! now she is happy again knowing that she can have her red balloon for eternity and the blue balloon can make sum1else happy too.
as she reached home, she tied the blue balloon to a post in front of her house, hoping dat sum1 will light up when she sees the blue balloon just like how she lighted up when she saw the red balloon.
-the end-

knowing u....

is it true that u have to know sum1 to love sum1.....
or is it your first instinct about that sum1 that makes u fall in love....
thru experience, i think the first instinct effects you the most,
u can accept sum1 and think that u will fall in love with that person once u know him/her.
but isnt that risky? ull have the risk of hurting or being hurt since u r already 'with' that person,
let me elaborate on my points....
what i meant by knowing sum1 is not knowing 'knowing', its knowing about his personality, his attitude and his believes. ape aku nak ckp pon dah tak ingat! haha! ok ok, let me think!!!
so.....ok, basically....its true that u have to KNOW that person first and never EVER accept him/her before knowing him/her thoroughly. think before you jump.....
but....on 2nd thought, love works in mysterious ways.....the first instinct that u have when u meet that person, the butterflies in your stomach, the makan tak lalu, tido tak lena feeling, is that a sign from god or is that just lust? its like u have a strong feeling that the person is the one, n knowing that he feels the same towards u...ohhh best gile!
2nd but....u cant love sum1 just because of his looks or money rite...according to the hadith, u have to choose according to 4 things:-

1. agama
   
2. rupa
3. keturunan
4. harta

agama is the first thing u have to look at, so if u choose base on these 4 things, inshallah allah will be on ur side.....im praying hard that allah will 'jodohkan' me with sum1 dat suits me according to that 4 things. ameeeeen¬

lovers to strangers...

mcm biase, tajuk takkan ade kene mengene dgn blog ini.....
harini saye nak ckp pasal air soya, sbb td sambil fikir2 nak tulis ape, ternampak kotak soya atas meja...
kan ade berbagai2 jenis air soya kan, tapi yeos punye paling sedap. kat msia kan yg dalam kotak tu 1.30 ke brape, tak ingat laaa...pastu yg kat pasar singgit je kan...
rindu la...pagi ni bgn2 rindu kedai mamak...
rindu pegi brj, pastu pegi park...pastu jalan2....huhu...
oohh oohh!! milo ais!! sedap gileeee....ok ok, june ni saye blk...tapi nak duduk kat kuantan la, blk kl, amik vios, trus ke kuantan. haha!! :p harap2 vios ok lagi, last time blk vios tidak dijaga dgn rapi, ksian die....
smalam ade nampak rx8, lawaaaaaa....tapi tak berbaloi kan beli..cey cey, mcm mampu je beli..haha!
pagi ini sume yg saye tulis takde kene mengene dgn yg mengenakan...
maka saya sambung la mcm ni...
tapi takpe la, nak gi mkn..lapar sudah :p
huhu!

sambil tunggu class...

harini hari ape ye? serious takleh fikir.....hariii hariii hariii....hari rabu kan? sbb esok hari khamis...ok ok betul...
korang ingat tak zainal abidin? i tgh dgr lagu die, lagu die dgn sm salim, waktu tu sm salim bleh jalan lagi, siap lompat2 lagi...tajuk lagu die 'satu', dgr la best juga :)
tadi ade class, 4 jam, class yg bertajuk engineering surveying....jap eh nak tukar lagu....ok skarang lagu zainal abidin dgn afdlin shauki pula. ikhlas tapi jauh....ok back to my story...tadi dlm class, lecturer tu sgt2 menyakitkan hati....ehh apsal mengumpat pula?? ok ok tak jadi cite la..
so basically lecture td boring, memule tahan ngantuk, first hour ngantuk, pastu main2 fb skit dah tak ngantuk, pastu last hour tu dah give up, letak bag kat sblah, pastu baring...heeee! dapat la jugak tido 30min..huhuhu, best!! kalau baba tau ni, mmg mampus saya, huhu!
maka skarang saya sedang menunggu waktu zohor, nak solat pastu ade practical pula....
namun, ingin saya tulis di sini bahawasanya nama saya nur aisyah binti ali....salam perkenalan.

what am i to u....

tajuk tu tibe2 je....
mlm ni adalah mlm yg emo....
i feel like flying.......
flying thru the sky,
tadi on the way back, i saw this cloud, a lonely cloud.
sitting by himself, thinking bout me,
tibe2 cloud tu nak think about me, appahal la?
senanye tgh dgr lagu hazy,
if i forgot who i am, would u please remind me, coz without u things go hazy...
haaaa, kan dah emo, emoticons, emoglobin pon boleh...
emo is a strong word,
it is as strong as a rock,
oh how i miss the rock....cey cey, mcm pnah jumpe je :p
dah la, lagu dah habis...bubai!

this is for YOU!

i know i hurt u mcm gile,
i know i jahat sgt sbb buat cmtu kat u,
i just tanak hurt u lagi teruk kalau i tak bgtau u nw,
i bukan takleh tunggu u ke ape,
i just i tanak u change for me while im not doing anything for u,
its not that i dun wanna change for u,
its just that i want u to be who u r,
jgn sbb org lain u jadi org lain,
im sure ders sum1 out there yg bleh accept u for who u r.
i know it hurts really badly, ive been thru it b4,
b4 this i tanak u rase ape i rase sbb i syg u, i really do,
but there is always a limit for everything,
i nak u jadi happy n i nak jadi happy myself,
i really hope dat 1 day u'll find that sum1 yg bleh buat u happy n happy being with u,
please take care of urself, study well, be sum1 successful n just enjoy ur life.
dont be too hard on urself...its not ur fault, its mine, i shud have told u earlier....
im really sorry.....

im sad too u know, 2 years full of sweet memories, i will never forget them, thank u so much for loving me. dont lose dat elmo voice....

pagi2 bgn2 tido2

pagi2 dah emo, tapi this time bile emo....dgr lagu...joget2 mcm monkey....
tak semestunya bleh happy...tapi at least buat exercise kan? kan kan kan kan?
kawan2.....kenapa saye mcm ni? sila berikan saya jawapan......saya perlukan sebuah jawapan yg bleh buat saya tersenyum.....dkt mane nak cari jawapan tu?? mane mane mane?
takpelah saye senyum je la sbb saye suke je senyum sensorang, sbb saye dah gile...
gile kentang!!! hahahha, kak ngah kak ngah...i miss you.....
kak ngah, jom la lompat2 mcm katak n buat muke serious lagi....practice tea kwan do kat tgh2 rumah, main lakonan2 dlm bilik, kacau miawi....ohhh miawi...nak cari gaduh dgn miawi, kat sini takde kucing saye nak kacau....mesti miawi rindu saye!!!! miawwwwiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!

^_^

korang tau taaak....ckp tu mmg senang, tapi nak buat susah gile kot....
saye tgh pening laaaa.....nape la aisyah suke cari pasal?
skarang dah tak tau dah nak watpe.....
tak tau nak fikir ape....
yg saye tahu, saye nak jadi happy....n im happy when im happy...
ya allah, tlg la beri ape yg terbaik bagi saye...amin...
ma'surat saye hilang :(
pagi td nak bace takde....
tak tau la nak ckp ape, tak tau nak tulis ape lg....
dun let real love pass you by aisyah!!! haha tibe2 je...tringat lagu tu...best!!
'pass u by' boys2men

pakcik ice cream.

di malam yg sejuk ini, teringat kat pakcik ice cream cine yg jual ice cream...
since i was a baby till i was about 7 or 8, i used to live in ampang,
jalan ampang 2 i think....it was on a hill, tapi bukan la kat cliff ke ape, rumah tu kalau nak pegi mcm naik bukit sikit. so there was this pakcik ice cream, he had to cycle all the way up to sell his ice cream. those of you who were born in the 80's should know about this, ingat taaak? basikal die pastu ade tong ice cream tu!
my sister n i slalu stop the pakcik utk beli ice cream, pastu nnt i would climb on the tong ice cream, maklumlah pendek, kenela panjat. when the pakcik opens the cover of the tong mesti the mesmerizing smell or shall i say aroma of ice cream travels through my nose, leaving me breathless. cey cey!! OH!! heaven!! from then on i became the queen of ice cream. usually people would prefer chocolates than ice creams, but not me!! i would prefer ice cream anyday anytime ;)
maka skarang saya bercita2 utk membuka sebuah ice cream company di malaysia. doakanlah saya berjaya. sekian wasalam :)

the reason why my first son will be named umar al-khatab!

salam sejahtera :)
saye baru je blk dr tazkirah, topic harini pasal solat2 sume tu,
tapi td ustaz ade cerita sikit pasal umar al-khatab RA, my idol :)
cerita die berbunyi sebegini.....*asap*
umar al-khatab was killed by abu lukluk, he was stabbed with a knife covered/disalut with poison,
usually, it will only take a few hours for the guy who was stabbed to die, but in umar's case, it took him 3 days for the poison to actually kill him. dat was how strong allah made him. mashallah.
a few hours after he was buried, sum1 i cant remember who, dreamed of the scene when umar was questioned by munkar n nakir. (this is the BEST PART!!) when the malaikat asked him "ma rabbuka?" umar answered (melayu baru best) "jgn kau tanye aku sape tuhan aku! pegi tanye tuhan aku sape aku!!" (best kaaan!!) at that time the malaikats didnt know that it was umar, so they went to meet allah and ask HIM. so allah said that its umar. so the malaikats just went without further questions :)
so, i wish n hope dgn banyak2 doa dat my son will be like him. sum1 who will lead the muslims to victory behind imam mahadi, n my cucu will help nabi isa kill dajal! amiiin....
(the story may not be accurate but that was how the ustaz told me, i hope u will learn sumthing from it too :) )