i know i hurt u mcm gile,
i know i jahat sgt sbb buat cmtu kat u,
i just tanak hurt u lagi teruk kalau i tak bgtau u nw,
i bukan takleh tunggu u ke ape,
i just i tanak u change for me while im not doing anything for u,
its not that i dun wanna change for u,
its just that i want u to be who u r,
jgn sbb org lain u jadi org lain,
im sure ders sum1 out there yg bleh accept u for who u r.
i know it hurts really badly, ive been thru it b4,
b4 this i tanak u rase ape i rase sbb i syg u, i really do,
but there is always a limit for everything,
i nak u jadi happy n i nak jadi happy myself,
i really hope dat 1 day u'll find that sum1 yg bleh buat u happy n happy being with u,
please take care of urself, study well, be sum1 successful n just enjoy ur life.
dont be too hard on urself...its not ur fault, its mine, i shud have told u earlier....
im really sorry.....
im sad too u know, 2 years full of sweet memories, i will never forget them, thank u so much for loving me. dont lose dat elmo voice....
Sunday, 7 February 2010
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
pagi2 bgn2 tido2
pagi2 dah emo, tapi this time bile emo....dgr lagu...joget2 mcm monkey....
tak semestunya bleh happy...tapi at least buat exercise kan? kan kan kan kan?
kawan2.....kenapa saye mcm ni? sila berikan saya jawapan......saya perlukan sebuah jawapan yg bleh buat saya tersenyum.....dkt mane nak cari jawapan tu?? mane mane mane?
takpelah saye senyum je la sbb saye suke je senyum sensorang, sbb saye dah gile...
gile kentang!!! hahahha, kak ngah kak ngah...i miss you.....
kak ngah, jom la lompat2 mcm katak n buat muke serious lagi....practice tea kwan do kat tgh2 rumah, main lakonan2 dlm bilik, kacau miawi....ohhh miawi...nak cari gaduh dgn miawi, kat sini takde kucing saye nak kacau....mesti miawi rindu saye!!!! miawwwwiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!
tak semestunya bleh happy...tapi at least buat exercise kan? kan kan kan kan?
kawan2.....kenapa saye mcm ni? sila berikan saya jawapan......saya perlukan sebuah jawapan yg bleh buat saya tersenyum.....dkt mane nak cari jawapan tu?? mane mane mane?
takpelah saye senyum je la sbb saye suke je senyum sensorang, sbb saye dah gile...
gile kentang!!! hahahha, kak ngah kak ngah...i miss you.....
kak ngah, jom la lompat2 mcm katak n buat muke serious lagi....practice tea kwan do kat tgh2 rumah, main lakonan2 dlm bilik, kacau miawi....ohhh miawi...nak cari gaduh dgn miawi, kat sini takde kucing saye nak kacau....mesti miawi rindu saye!!!! miawwwwiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!
^_^
korang tau taaak....ckp tu mmg senang, tapi nak buat susah gile kot....
saye tgh pening laaaa.....nape la aisyah suke cari pasal?
skarang dah tak tau dah nak watpe.....
tak tau nak fikir ape....
yg saye tahu, saye nak jadi happy....n im happy when im happy...
ya allah, tlg la beri ape yg terbaik bagi saye...amin...
ma'surat saye hilang :(
pagi td nak bace takde....
tak tau la nak ckp ape, tak tau nak tulis ape lg....
dun let real love pass you by aisyah!!! haha tibe2 je...tringat lagu tu...best!!
'pass u by' boys2men
saye tgh pening laaaa.....nape la aisyah suke cari pasal?
skarang dah tak tau dah nak watpe.....
tak tau nak fikir ape....
yg saye tahu, saye nak jadi happy....n im happy when im happy...
ya allah, tlg la beri ape yg terbaik bagi saye...amin...
ma'surat saye hilang :(
pagi td nak bace takde....
tak tau la nak ckp ape, tak tau nak tulis ape lg....
dun let real love pass you by aisyah!!! haha tibe2 je...tringat lagu tu...best!!
'pass u by' boys2men
Monday, 4 January 2010
pakcik ice cream.
di malam yg sejuk ini, teringat kat pakcik ice cream cine yg jual ice cream...
since i was a baby till i was about 7 or 8, i used to live in ampang,
jalan ampang 2 i think....it was on a hill, tapi bukan la kat cliff ke ape, rumah tu kalau nak pegi mcm naik bukit sikit. so there was this pakcik ice cream, he had to cycle all the way up to sell his ice cream. those of you who were born in the 80's should know about this, ingat taaak? basikal die pastu ade tong ice cream tu!
my sister n i slalu stop the pakcik utk beli ice cream, pastu nnt i would climb on the tong ice cream, maklumlah pendek, kenela panjat. when the pakcik opens the cover of the tong mesti the mesmerizing smell or shall i say aroma of ice cream travels through my nose, leaving me breathless. cey cey!! OH!! heaven!! from then on i became the queen of ice cream. usually people would prefer chocolates than ice creams, but not me!! i would prefer ice cream anyday anytime ;)
maka skarang saya bercita2 utk membuka sebuah ice cream company di malaysia. doakanlah saya berjaya. sekian wasalam :)
since i was a baby till i was about 7 or 8, i used to live in ampang,
jalan ampang 2 i think....it was on a hill, tapi bukan la kat cliff ke ape, rumah tu kalau nak pegi mcm naik bukit sikit. so there was this pakcik ice cream, he had to cycle all the way up to sell his ice cream. those of you who were born in the 80's should know about this, ingat taaak? basikal die pastu ade tong ice cream tu!
my sister n i slalu stop the pakcik utk beli ice cream, pastu nnt i would climb on the tong ice cream, maklumlah pendek, kenela panjat. when the pakcik opens the cover of the tong mesti the mesmerizing smell or shall i say aroma of ice cream travels through my nose, leaving me breathless. cey cey!! OH!! heaven!! from then on i became the queen of ice cream. usually people would prefer chocolates than ice creams, but not me!! i would prefer ice cream anyday anytime ;)
maka skarang saya bercita2 utk membuka sebuah ice cream company di malaysia. doakanlah saya berjaya. sekian wasalam :)
Saturday, 2 January 2010
the reason why my first son will be named umar al-khatab!
salam sejahtera :)
saye baru je blk dr tazkirah, topic harini pasal solat2 sume tu,
tapi td ustaz ade cerita sikit pasal umar al-khatab RA, my idol :)
cerita die berbunyi sebegini.....*asap*
umar al-khatab was killed by abu lukluk, he was stabbed with a knife covered/disalut with poison,
usually, it will only take a few hours for the guy who was stabbed to die, but in umar's case, it took him 3 days for the poison to actually kill him. dat was how strong allah made him. mashallah.
a few hours after he was buried, sum1 i cant remember who, dreamed of the scene when umar was questioned by munkar n nakir. (this is the BEST PART!!) when the malaikat asked him "ma rabbuka?" umar answered (melayu baru best) "jgn kau tanye aku sape tuhan aku! pegi tanye tuhan aku sape aku!!" (best kaaan!!) at that time the malaikats didnt know that it was umar, so they went to meet allah and ask HIM. so allah said that its umar. so the malaikats just went without further questions :)
so, i wish n hope dgn banyak2 doa dat my son will be like him. sum1 who will lead the muslims to victory behind imam mahadi, n my cucu will help nabi isa kill dajal! amiiin....
(the story may not be accurate but that was how the ustaz told me, i hope u will learn sumthing from it too :) )
saye baru je blk dr tazkirah, topic harini pasal solat2 sume tu,
tapi td ustaz ade cerita sikit pasal umar al-khatab RA, my idol :)
cerita die berbunyi sebegini.....*asap*
umar al-khatab was killed by abu lukluk, he was stabbed with a knife covered/disalut with poison,
usually, it will only take a few hours for the guy who was stabbed to die, but in umar's case, it took him 3 days for the poison to actually kill him. dat was how strong allah made him. mashallah.
a few hours after he was buried, sum1 i cant remember who, dreamed of the scene when umar was questioned by munkar n nakir. (this is the BEST PART!!) when the malaikat asked him "ma rabbuka?" umar answered (melayu baru best) "jgn kau tanye aku sape tuhan aku! pegi tanye tuhan aku sape aku!!" (best kaaan!!) at that time the malaikats didnt know that it was umar, so they went to meet allah and ask HIM. so allah said that its umar. so the malaikats just went without further questions :)
so, i wish n hope dgn banyak2 doa dat my son will be like him. sum1 who will lead the muslims to victory behind imam mahadi, n my cucu will help nabi isa kill dajal! amiiin....
(the story may not be accurate but that was how the ustaz told me, i hope u will learn sumthing from it too :) )
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
malas nk update.
ade org ckp saye malas nak update blog. org tu name die nabil. dala dah tido rumah kt 2 hari nak banyak songeh plak :p haha. joking2.
my day started when i open my eyes to rihanna's song. mira call pagi2, patutnye pegi westfield dgn mira td, tapi malas sgt2 nak kluar plus td hujan. plan dgn arman pon kene cancel sbb kene buat agar2.
talking about agar2, the most tedious thing to do when baking is the melted sugar. ive tried doing it when i was making the creme caramel. dah name pon gule hangus, kalau kt buat mmg jadi hangus betul, maka jadi pahit. stress betul. tapi nasib baik farul pandai buat. maka nnt kalau nak buat creme caramel sruh farul saja :) huhu! but hopefully agar2 harini jadi. sbb kalau tak jadi saya akan jadi sedih.
this week ade ramai dtg london :) amirah n family, arman's family, nabil n amin, pakcik daud n family...best sgt sume ade kat sini :)kerna hari2 ade geng nak kluar dgn :) hehe. baru rasa mcm kat msia :)
kan best kalau sume girls 5B bleh dtg sini....i miss them....all the laughter n tears we shared together (formal) rindu gileee....but the person i miss most is the 'old' fatimah.
i miss the fatimah i laughed with, fatimah yg selalu kene kutuk dgn kt n will kutuk blk dgn sepenuh hati, pastu gelak. fatimah yg kt gelak together sampai we wet our pants. fatimah yg suke buat bende bodoh. fatimah yg takde masalah dunia......oh how i miss you fatimah. i was gay when i was with u. hehe. kite mcm sepasang kekasih yg berterbangan di udara.....tapi seriously...kt rindu awk......
my day started when i open my eyes to rihanna's song. mira call pagi2, patutnye pegi westfield dgn mira td, tapi malas sgt2 nak kluar plus td hujan. plan dgn arman pon kene cancel sbb kene buat agar2.
talking about agar2, the most tedious thing to do when baking is the melted sugar. ive tried doing it when i was making the creme caramel. dah name pon gule hangus, kalau kt buat mmg jadi hangus betul, maka jadi pahit. stress betul. tapi nasib baik farul pandai buat. maka nnt kalau nak buat creme caramel sruh farul saja :) huhu! but hopefully agar2 harini jadi. sbb kalau tak jadi saya akan jadi sedih.
this week ade ramai dtg london :) amirah n family, arman's family, nabil n amin, pakcik daud n family...best sgt sume ade kat sini :)kerna hari2 ade geng nak kluar dgn :) hehe. baru rasa mcm kat msia :)
kan best kalau sume girls 5B bleh dtg sini....i miss them....all the laughter n tears we shared together (formal) rindu gileee....but the person i miss most is the 'old' fatimah.
i miss the fatimah i laughed with, fatimah yg selalu kene kutuk dgn kt n will kutuk blk dgn sepenuh hati, pastu gelak. fatimah yg kt gelak together sampai we wet our pants. fatimah yg suke buat bende bodoh. fatimah yg takde masalah dunia......oh how i miss you fatimah. i was gay when i was with u. hehe. kite mcm sepasang kekasih yg berterbangan di udara.....tapi seriously...kt rindu awk......
Monday, 23 November 2009
i love my frens ^_^
an eventful day, an unforgettable day :)
today i was kicked out from the stupid engineering project class by a lecturer whom i HATE now, it was all because i was talking QUIETLY with sum1 about sumthing important, it was unfair because evry1 else were talking QUIETLY too, why should i be the only 1 who was kicked out. it was sooooo embarrassing!!
when i went out, on my way to the library, i heard sum1 calling my name, it was my fren, the one who i talked to in class :p apparently as soon as i went out, 6-10 of my frens went out after me! huhuhuhuh!!! i cant believe they would do that for me ^_^ eventho their reasons might be different but i felt like they did it as a protest for kicking me out, the lecturer had to ask the students to come back in, but they just ignored him. wuhuu!! they felt like the lecturer did that just because i was wearing a scarf (im the only 1 in class wearing a scarf).....most of the students who went out were muslims :) so now i know how protected i am in uni...heheheh. alhamdulillah. i love you guys! ^_^
today i was kicked out from the stupid engineering project class by a lecturer whom i HATE now, it was all because i was talking QUIETLY with sum1 about sumthing important, it was unfair because evry1 else were talking QUIETLY too, why should i be the only 1 who was kicked out. it was sooooo embarrassing!!
when i went out, on my way to the library, i heard sum1 calling my name, it was my fren, the one who i talked to in class :p apparently as soon as i went out, 6-10 of my frens went out after me! huhuhuhuh!!! i cant believe they would do that for me ^_^ eventho their reasons might be different but i felt like they did it as a protest for kicking me out, the lecturer had to ask the students to come back in, but they just ignored him. wuhuu!! they felt like the lecturer did that just because i was wearing a scarf (im the only 1 in class wearing a scarf).....most of the students who went out were muslims :) so now i know how protected i am in uni...heheheh. alhamdulillah. i love you guys! ^_^
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